So I have been in a relationship for almost a year now with my boyfriend. I feel happy for the most part but I get really curious about how to handle his emotions. What do you say when the person you told that you love says they can't feel anymore?
Its more of a spiritual feeling than a physical. I just feel like if you cannot feel yourself and your emotions then how can you respect and care for someone? I don't think you can. So why do I even bother confessing my love and expressing it? Should I continue to pray for him and help him see light? or should I step back because I make him dark?
I wonder what he thinks Im here for? I question if he actually thinks that my heart is full of sincerity and peace? You can spend decades getting to know someone and still not know what they stand for. I don't wanna be like that. So how do I get enough strength and patience to break down this feeling. He wants me to open up to him but I feel as If he can't completely open up to me. Maybe I should just be by myself. Its not a bad thing but it could help me understand. I just think I really care about him as a person to leave. But then again, what happiness do I really get out of this if we both hold back.
Maybe he just can't love anymore lol. Hes sooooo cold. The more time I spend with him I see him defrost.
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